It’s been just over 3 years since I started my conscious creation journey.

My life has transformed hugely since I started down this path!

I used to roll my eyes (not outwardly but inwardly) when I heard people talking about manifesting. I know it sounds judgmental but I thought it was for lazy people who didn’t want to do any work.

It was only when I was backed into a corner in my own life — in a bad situation that I didn’t know how I would change — that I began to look at using conscious creation for myself and my situation. And it has been really successful in helping me to change longstanding unsatisfactory situations that had been going on for years.

Here is what has changed in my life over the last few years.

1. My location has changed (for the better)

I had been living in Wellington, New Zealand since 2020 and I was never happy there, for the following reasons:

• I was tired of giving away 30% + of my income to a government whose choices I usually disagreed with
• I was cold for half of the year indoors, due to the substandard shed-like housing that almost all New Zealanders live in – housing with inadequate insulation, no double glazing, and wood construction that also costs a fortune to rent or buy.
• The weather in Wellington is very windy (it is the windiest city in the world, with gale force winds happening on average 173 days of the year) and although many people living there don’t mind it, it was not something I enjoyed.

A series of events unfolded in my life that forced a move overseas. I ended up moving to Paraguay, where taxes are lower, the cost of living does not make me stressed, I’m not cold anymore, and people are friendly and kind.

2. My relationship status has changed

I’ve been single for most of my adult life. I’m now in a relationship, although I am not sure how much of it is down to conscious creation, since for a long time I had known I would not meet my person until my early forties (I am 41). I’m not sure if I manifested the relationship, but I definitely did manifest being ready for it.

3. I am no longer ill or troubled by ailments

When I started my journey of conscious creation I was ill with lupus. In 2022, I worked an average of 30 mins per day because I was so tired.

I also had:

• Low energy since around 2011, meaning I couldn’t work much and often felt worn out
• 25 years of Seasonal affective disorder for around 5 months of the year, which resulted in a low mood
• Severe post-viral asthma, which was a pain because I had viruses multiple times per year, then I’d end up on steroids and other drugs
• Digestive problems
• Longtime tooth sensitivity that often made eating unpleasant and painful
• A restricted diet (no gluten, dairy, fruit, since these caused a multitude of health issues for me).

I no longer have to deal with any of these problems. I can work 30 hour weeks (instead of 10 hour weeks). I am not tired all the time. I haven’t had a cold or virus since 2022. I can eat bread and drink milk. I do not have symptoms of lupus and I do not worry about it coming back. I can go in the sun (many people with lupus cannot). I do not take medications.

I am unhindered by health problems, for which I am really grateful, and long may it continue.

4. I feel a lot more passionate about my work

When I started my conscious creation journey, I felt really blah about my work. I’d put a lot of work into this website over the years but I somehow felt out of alignment with things.

Then I got into conscious creation and I started blogging about that. I also offered LOA support sessions for clients. I still felt like I (and LOA in general) was missing something but I had no idea what it was, so in the meantime I offered ultra cheap sessions teaching people the principles of conscious creation and helping them to come up with a plan for using it.

Then I used what I had learned from my own experiences and also my clients’ experiences, and channelled a bunch of teachings and a new modality was born. It combined conscious creation teachings with what I already knew about karma and the information in the Akashic Records. I called it Evolutionary Manifesting.

The modality is all about how we can stop repeating negative patterns in our lives and finally manifest change. It is clear that many people do not manage to do this.

The key to creating change and releasing unwanted patterns is in resolving karmic complexes.

That is what I did, and what I now help others to do.

That is how I created the results I have.

Not everyone needs to resolve a karmic complex, but for those who have used the LOA to manifest an important desired outcome, and failed at it, this is often the missing piece.

What did I learn along the way about manifesting?

The number one thing I learned is that manifesting multiple desired outcomes, after years of unwanted situations, isn’t always easy, and that persistence and faith are necessary. 

For me, there was a lot of work, sacrifice and expense. It would have been easier by far to stay in the same situation and not create the change I did, but I know I would not have settled for that.

The ‘bridge of incidents‘ was often hard for me.

Some examples of how hard it was:

When we moved from NZ to Paraguay, the journey was pretty unpleasant. I was driven across the Andes and through Argentina with my cat because there wasn’t an easy way to get us from Chile to Paraguay by plane, and the poor thing hated every moment of the 3 day trip, and he also hated the plane trip from NZ to Chile. The journey was gorgeous and something I will never forget, but we were also a bit traumatised.

I faced other significant challenges along the way, too…I had my heart broken in 2022, which led to the resolution of an important karmic complex, and that changed my life for the better.

In addition, to overcome lupus, I did a lot of water fasting, including one fast that lasted for 20 days. It was not easy at all, but it was a life changing experience and also precipitated a lot of change in my health.

There are many other examples I could give along these lines over the last few years, but you get the picture. Big change is not always easy!

I kept going…

…even when it felt like I was climbing up a steep hill in the torrential rain with a howling wind blowing in my face. The manifesting work I did fuelled me so that I was able to do the inner work of resolving karmic complexes, and when I did that, the sun came out.

Some ideas on how to fix things if you’ve tried manifesting and it did not work for you…

1. Make sure you have been using LOA techniques consistently every day (or a minimum of a few times per week) for several weeks or months – that consistency is really important!
2. Read my series of articles on karmic complexes to understand more about what could be blocking you (start with this article, which is the first in a series, and follow the links to the next one at the end of each article.)
3. Try revising the unsatisfactory events of your life so far – this can often help to clear a karmic complex, even if you don’t know what it is
4. Consider getting an Evolutionary Manifesting reading or a mini reading for more insight on why you are manifesting unwanted situations.